Since you've been gone.

Since youve been gone, i always wonder what that moment will be like. the moment when you return...when we see each other again for the first time since three months ago when i said goodbye and i love you to your back that left. will i embrace you with a broad smile, smiling and laughing as i hug you with all my strength, happy that youre back in my arms? will i embrace you with tears streaming down my face, tears of joy and happiness at your return? or will there be a new distance that separates us, a wall built from three months of not hearing each others voices, of not seeing each others faces. will there be an awkwardness..like that of a new couple, shy to approach one another? I wonder what that moment will be like when we are re-united after what feels much more than just three months of separation. Will i still have the same feelings as those of before you left, or will it all have vanished... along with your turned back, leaving me to brace these months alone